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5/30/05 06:57 pm

EVERYONE. I am going back to my old LJ name- sk8lver that i had a while ago

If you aren't my friend on that add me and I will love you dearly. If not I will just add you.

5/22/05 02:13 pm

You're hiding something cuz it's burning through your eyes
I try to get it out but all I hear from you are lies
And I can tell you're going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again we're playin off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it's all downhill from here
And it's all downhill from here

Your good intentions slowly turned to bitterness
Reoccurring episodes with each and every kiss
And I can tell you're going through the motions
I figured you were acting out your part
Once again we're playin off emotion
Which one of us will burn until the end?

Catalyst, you insist to pull me down
You contradict the fact that you still want me around
And it's all downhill from here
And it's all downhill from here

5/21/05 11:17 pm - I miss you, I miss you so far and the collision of your kiss that made it so hard<3

Erin and Matt threw the best party tonight minus two of my best boys taht are friends that got out of hand. We still love you. Great times. I'm pissed I can't sleepover. I just got in. I'm pretty sure my dad was a bit "light haeded' himself picking me up. I'm fine though. The night was full of fake I love you's, tears, and hugs all around with the scent of strawberry in the air. magic.

MCAS is over. Yesterday was wonderful. It was a party going up town and then a few of us were left. meg amanda kev dan the alex's shaun tony erin colleen bryan ben are the few of us who were there. 99 for food bk and the apartments to have fake threesomes and skate. love.

I'm exhausted and out of it. tonight was a first. i've never spent a night with people like that. pretty cool and to the older kids you were greatwith us.

Erin and Meaghan are my lovers and Sarah was wonderful and smart and I love themmm<3<3

5/17/05 06:43 pm - If it makes you happy, then why the hell are you so sad?

MCAS started out with a bang. literally. actually jk. but it wasnt bad. i finished wicked early and the stories we had to read were pretty dumb. Afterwards i went up town to brianna's with meg janine kevin and evan. we then didnt know what to do so we walked to my house. we hung outside and played some poker. i finally used the set i got for xmas! janine had to go back to school for tennis so me and my dad brought her, went back to my house to get the three, then we went to evans. we played a few fun fun fun games there and went to scotland. then meg and i went back to evans til like 5:30. No homework and no stress today. I'm loving it! <3

How was MCAS for everyone else??


by the way, this was a riot:

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Meaghan is your soulmate.
You truly love Madelin.
You consider Jess your true friend.
You know that Janine is always thinking of you.
You'll remember Shaun for the rest of your life.
You secretly think Evan is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.
You secretly think that Kevin is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.
You secretly think that Leah is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Leah changes lovers faster than underwear.
You secretly think Mike is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Mike has a hidden internet romance.
What Do You Think of Your Friends?

5/15/05 10:29 am - youve got your perfect hands over my nervous heart

Things have been up and down lately. As of now, things have been great. It's sunday already which means time for MCAS. The weekend was lovely and my horoscopes were right on target. Friday night I enjoyed Lindsay Reagan's company a la her casa. We then met up with Mike F. and Ryan W. As we were walking to Titticut, Erin, Jared, and Steve were walking towards us. So we all went together. It wasn't as scary as I expected. Pretty cool though. At one point Jared thought we were lost. After that Erin thought we should go to satan house. We didn't have any lights when wakling through the woods so we were getting stabbed all over by thorns. Yeah we got out of there and went to Mike's house and sat outside on the street.

Work yesterday was miserable. So busy and I set two bagels on fire. It was not cool. Afterwards around 7ish? I went to Tom'sssss hizzle. Mike F. and Garrett were there. They just formed a band so they were practicing. Once they get a drummer I can see them being good. With only a few practices they had cool beats and it will just be good. Meg then came and we all just hung out. We walked to visit Jay at dunks and Keith was there. Mike and Garrett left and after that me meg keith and tom went back to his house. It's just been a great weekend<3<3<3 Tonight might be spent with Janine! 


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5/14/05 06:18 pm - and all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me

"I cried and told her I didn't understand her anymore, she wasn't the same girl I grew up with. She hugged me tight and whipsered 'I'm still the same best friend that I was since we were little. I'm still the same girl that loves you.' At that point I knew everything would be o.k. Our friendship would last and no one could tear us apart."

5/11/05 09:20 pm - MY HEART YOUR HANDS

going into school late, sleep, work, friends, bike ride and baldies with evan, fun in classrooms. its been great.

Read this. Its good. From First To Last fits my mood.
Here's a letter i'm writing to you,
of all the things I never could have said (and its the truth).
It's the letter you're burning from me,
of all the things you never wanted to hear.
I don't know what i'm trying to say.
Stencil in your heart,
into anothers hands and you're saying...nothing at all.
I don't know what i'm trying to say.
Stencil in your heart,
into anothers hands and you say it best... my heart your hands.
Can you feel it burn?
Burn inside our heart.
Close your eyes and think of me.
I'm taking back everything.
I can't forget your face.
I can't forget what you've said.
I can't erase the memories,
it's like running from a ghost.
I can't forget your face.
I can't forget the things you've said

Can't you just feel evans joy.



5/8/05 02:42 pm - love is not like anything, especially a fucking knife.

What has been going on=broken hearts, meg/keith/icecream/driving, wonderful lauren and sarah, work, JANINE x3000<3s and the mall with her, missing jess, madelin, and leah, wanting summer wicked bad especially july because i will be with my heros the whole time<3<3<3<3

I hope everyone is wonderful because I love you all.


5/4/05 08:55 pm

Her note made my day.

His love is making my life.

I can resist anything but the temptation from you.

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4/30/05 11:00 pm


And I never thought I'd be this safe again
in a million years
And lying next to you, and hoping that it's true
And with you I’m truly in my element, my element with you

The week was over yesterday. Thankgod. I've been working like, 3 days a week now its amazing. Today at work sucked the big one though. So did wednesday. Yesterday was prettyyy cool. Keith meg and i went to friendlys with joey and jon, i went home, then went to jons for his birthday party. he did a huge friggen burn out which tyler video taped and it came out awesome, the boys jumped through the fire, umm me and joey were almost eaten by a skunk in the woods when the cops came, yea it was a cool night<3. Today was the best and is the reason for my happiness in life. I had work=DUMB. Ranny-Ran-Ran came and got me then we went to the Y. You have to be 18 to go into the jacuzzi. that made me mad. we got a decent work out though. i was locked out of my house because i forgot my key so we wanted to hang out with evan. we met up with him then went to his house and watched a movie. i love those boys. theyre like brothers. afterwards me meg and joey went to keither's. his friend evan came over later. there was a thunderstorm and i love you's. i had funn<3

*Pictures from last night will be posted very soon. Keep in touch*




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